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2014年5月19日星期一

a year's plan in the summer time.

20/5/2014

an in time rain again. ^ last dusk I was chased by dogs. dirty old woman tried to defame me. in the night I should enjoy American TV dramas, but recent PRC banned lots of culture products overseas, claiming they against PRC's moral system. but I still find fun alone and idle. the rain didn't start when I went to bed, but in dawn its rhythm brought me dreams and peace. I dreamt as an intern in CCTV, PRC's assigned authoritative and dominative media. I interviewed by high rank cadre of the media tyrant & fear of clumsy. I indeed in dream of poor qualified, in fact felt miserably uncompetitive.then I did field survey of society, in minority area.a kid &his elder sister talk with us in their mountain village. they are funcy and cute. dad, God, so many burdens and hostility around my Royal China, so many protection U put us and stand us upright, God, I don't deserve a complaint for bareness nor dependence. the battle last long while I prone to homesick. God, dad, coming years more depressing in the economy as well as social and politics. God, guide me and my beloved through the warren and safe onto my promised land. God, dad, in this raining morning, with my girl Lyu's attending, I felt steady and inspired.

12/5/2014

a blessing rain from my girl Lyu.^ this week felt extreme lucky. I got my own 5 letters domain, zhone.mobi, for my long time used namespace for my family, an alias of oneizh for whose logo I designed years ago. during hard time of PRC's sliding low economy, I cling to concrete asset like the domain, with which I gathered courage to buy 5 years at once. my debt this month amounts to near ¥2000, but I felt easier since last sunny day and moisture days follow. this week also especially long for PRC public calendar shift labor day vacation and made the workweek 6 days. My son hesitated to me when we reunited. later he explained last week I blamed he didn't try new video games hurt him. we soon enjoyed together again, with lots of game playing. I treated him Dico's lunch after more than a month's break for hard economy. the weekend can't be more splendid. this dawn I dreamt first helping my 2nd elder bro rip ghost from his son or grand son.then dream on a train, usually most jamming and noise and dirty travel method, we occupied a small space,say kitchen, and cozy.after a meeting, one Guy, Xiu haitao, a big build Guy among my Qrrs colleagues once loaned me to pursue master degree in Nankai Univ back to 1999, gave up and left the kitchen with his baggage. when I got up to pee, I felt afraid of ghosts. I soon boot up for breakfast in canteen. the rain too beautiful to miss. God, bring me sooner my Royal China. help me stroll over the hard time in sinking PRC and its tyrant party. fetch back our leisure life style with dicos meal, and online shopping once a week or monthly. thx dad, God. secure my cyberspace assets and ease my concern of their security.

3/5/2014

dreamt exile. ^ First dreamt escape with General Chiang Kai-shek's army. Then dreamed with a German family. They live in the only tiny forest in Germany. their son tried to make friends during exile, make use of drug to feel better. his aunt, a girl, brings his parents to rescue him, forced his physical exercise in their yard. I liked the aunt in dream. after I scrabbled some of the dream and continued to sleep, I probed advantage of German. I played with the family, esp the father. Its a funny international labor day. my son expected it heartedly, for it includes movie "Captain America 2" in 3D cinema, steak lunch, visiting my dorm, and luxurious breakfast next morning in U.B.C coffee. it turned out really memorable. during the vacation I also claimed family 13th domain, riveryog.biz. its the only 8 letters domain we have. the .biz also enchants me so long. its all nice except hard finance weighted me lots. my eldest brother promised loan me ¥1000 while several days passed the tranaction didn't happen. I actually worried about draining out situation in my business. I hope I can break down barrier of debt, but it more and more shakes my confidence. God, I saw ur affirmative and uphold to it. God, dad, just let my work and life rolling like usual, smooth like deep river. God, I have lots to hope, but most in hurry is my Royal China. bring me sooner my girls, my Queens into my new family, and our children beautiful and gifted under new realm of my Empire of China, spans 1109 years follows.

24/4/2014

dreamed of being a graduate and in love with a girl Lyu. ^ in dawn dream I just after national graduate exam, and enrolled by Jilin University, an ivy league campus. my crushed girl Lyu also will study there the same year and only us 2 enrolled by the Univ. the term. my major is Cg, computer graphics and post effect, with parents, which odd in both eyes of girl Lyu and mine. my 2nd elder bro accompanied me to report in open season. he hurried me to sleep same bed in dorm with him but I felt queer & rejected. a little girl slept on a bed near me talking me while her grandma ordered her leaving. they beat each other. I tried to save the crying girl,then wake up. Girl Lyu loves me too.her major now forgot. when I met her among our classmates, I felt so sweet and so is she. in the end of dream, we got to know the campus is not in down town but quite rural. God, this month salary arrived lately, 200 more than March's. thx for the gift. we still in debt of ¥1000 and more. I hope I can fix it with my salary in coming seasons as summer can be busier season and brings more products ordered for the SOE, QRRS, my once and long time employer. celebrating the salary quite impressive. I bought my son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China, God of Universe, toast duck as planned, we enjoyed it so much. next day I bought him persimmons after knew he missing it. handing in subscription for boarding and fruits went also quite smooth. sometimes only experienced hard time before you know normal life and its costs so important to be sustained. God, dad, bring me sooner my Royal China, my Queens, Asoh Yukiko, girl Lyu, girl Zhou, girl TW. thx for this blessing morning enacted me before 6am. thx for life comes so peaceful.

10/3/2014


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From 2014 admires
From 2014 admires
From 2014 admires

2014年4月16日星期三

handsome spring before turning old.

17/4/2014

pray for save.^ this month should be tough finance for we hardly restrained our living expense. what's worse, son warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China, made purchase in his pad games, totally ¥270. we ate Chinese lunch on each Sunday instead of Dico's we likes so much, save half of the meal, near ¥30. deficit sometimes let me down and slept a lot to avoid anxiousness. last Wednesday is a brilliant sunny day, I bought dry beef for son again to celebrate it. in the night when I reviewed holy revelation in my life, I'm affirmed so much. life of mine, not a burden but vision of indulge, treasure to shines. this dawn Dream again worms eat my flesh under skin, this time on my heel. it itches, when I inspected then found a cone hallow under my heel created by the parasites. then dream with my son, and my kid brother on a schedule for travel of train. I hold my son on the move in meetings in town while brother in hotel waiting for tickets to launch together. its urgent to be on time on every stage, while all means we have in uncertain. its like a nightmare of distraction during hurry up otherwise out of we afford. in late dream I tried to blog the dream till bright late spring morning. breakfast is enjoyable and breeze accords my query of witness. God, grant me independence of living with life style we enjoy so far. rid me want and debt, and vulnerable under superficial life, to pursue truth and beauty of spirit. God, dad, coming month will commence summer, funnest season for my son and myself in every year. cover our joy time expense and focus on moments we reunite.bring me sooner my Royal China to forward history in Asia. bring me my girls, my Queens in my family, like running river of forever life.

7/4/2014

dreamed of Thailand. ^ I fixed wandering idea of helping our tribe in family name Zhu getting a cyberspace by building them a website. last Friday I booted up courages among harder economy within PRC and claimed zhus.asia domain from godaddy.com. its my family's 12th domain. God sees how I am contented and how heavy a burden for me without a supporting backbone business while extending realm restlessly. PRC went its traditional holiday, mourning day for 3 day vacation, I hate it for I again had to hunt for meals with extra budget. however we had a groupon of pizza buddy meals previously subscribed, so we spend our lunch out there, after 3D cinema. my son enjoyed steak there very much. I ate fully till no feeling for food. we also shopping in nearby Walmart, where I finally got my socks on stock. son got his beef jerky I long time planned him. on taxi returning, warrenzh my son, Hope of China, God of Universe, leaned on back seat and quietly browsing street scene through car window alone. my financial status causes him unease, I guess. this dawn I dreamed in Thailand, I tried to use dictionary to translate. God, I will never cash out ur legacy I inherited. dad, God, bring me sooner my Royal China and lives us a living and resilient sound business. thx, dad, here in the bright morning.

1/4/2014

dreamt of Lyu Songya,my incomplete love. ^ in dawn dream, I met Lyu Songya, my Huanggang senior middle school alumnus, now a professor in Wuhan Univ. so many years I yet know why she decided to visit my passed dad's old house when we went to hometown after aboard a same ship during summer vacation in HG middle school, where I missed her but unable to claim my love to her for academic pressure so high for me while so light for her, and when I didn't sense she ever cared me in the school we boarding and lodging. In dream I sometimes tangled Lyu with one of my QRRS colleague, Zhang Xianbin, a Hunan migrator and now a sales director of the SOE. we interacted a while when we both lingered in QRRS dorms and she a year earlier join the company than me. finally Lyu show deep concern on me in the dream. I tried to blog in dream, but when I got up, I almost lost them all. God, I feel blessed in ur love, among beautiful girls' love with me. show me the way to reach out for solid homeland, to girls I love and be family. God, my son recently got cold and ankle wrench, help him recover soon. next month will be important, for we missing old life standard supported by my salary of ¥2100. let's resume our pastime with adequate spend power. thx Dad God.

24/3/2014

Dreamt with my Nankai alumni. ^last night my 2nd brother buzzed in again to assure his support, ¥1000 to help me fix my family living deficit. Sohu.com, a pioneer importer of American TV soap drama in PRC, narrowly restricted its service to force its users install its own browser, likely favorites its surveillance, cooperates with the tyrant state communist party. this dawn I again got up in time, to find its around 5:30am, from deep dreams. the dorm's Internet is down as usual said for maintenance. I soon napped in my chair. in dorm of Nankai University, I talked with monitor or someone, for higher living standard forced me sell some property I inherit for cash. then in campus canteen, Wang Hui, one girl Nankai alumni, do her job as saleswoman there, received me, counted my broken bills and destroyed them after counted & exchanged for meals. she is kind and emphasized me not again to sell my inherited. I yelled, never even die, but before I shout out the phrase, I woke up. its a sunny morning. God, dad, help me sustain my life so far, let me enjoy wonderful moments in my life here with my son and children arriving, in my Royal China with my 4 wives.
From 2014 admires
From 2014 admires

2011年11月29日星期二

life in new milestone.

29/11/2011

farewell and new hope for meeting my girl Zhou nearby.^ this month i grew with my son, in pc games as well as in emotional difficulties. my dearest son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, sites' owner of warozhu.com and wozon.net, visited my QRRS dorm last Friday night, among cheers of my improved salary, which amount to ¥2500. his growing teeth in rotating period and sometimes funny when laughing with bare gum. his mom still hurt me when greedy upon my salary with which i promised totally cover our son's living and i wouldn't use a penny on my own after my new family forges. her dirty family, including the grandma recent months frequently appeared to lend hands to clean house, laundry or even bath my son. i wouldn't allow any insane persons approaching my brilliant son as usual, so sinful betrayal by baby's mother over her duty to care my son, like bathing him, really annoy me. after the occasion i witness my son bathed by the grandma, i urged my son to have shower in public bathroom, which he dislikes very much, with me, he changed his mind and agreed. direct parenthood means much in my family, since my grand father's influence, and in holy spirit. God, u see it.
next week will sees memory days for my parents. my mother passed on Dec 1, 2010, which my father, God in Heaven now, left the earth on Dec 18, 2008. in these days, i got to know forgiving common people's sins against my Royal of China, under Holy shrine. i knew God's setting to enrich my experience here on the ground, including of course the darker particles against void. in these days, China surveillance broke my stable fast lunch supply, and i now enjoy QRRS in factory canteen. i looking forward more chances to meet up my 3rd wife, girl Zhou, who ignite my burning seeking cry in cyberspace since 2006 and includes this blog. Asoh Yukiko, my Crowned Queen of Royal China from Japan, u attending the transition and gathering the moment that will catalyze our fate ahead predetermined, from ur catering in the years. God, bring my girls in our limelight. bring my son his seasonal gift u promised. dad, u see.

22/11/2011

dreamed of crusade.yesterday i had good time with my son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, Hope of China, owner of warozhu.com and wozon.net, with his favorite KFC food i borrowed from QRRS Dorms canteen to buy. my workday's lunch supplier went bankrupt, among sinful China surveillance which against me and my allies. in the dawn i dreamed of close combat with cold weapon, with my team against several enemies. God shows me again his gift on me when i pray in the dream, empowered me with people and followers. Its a bright morning now, save and gospels just arriving.
God, bring my girls sooner into my coming new marriages. save my Royal China, save my beloved. present my baby son, warrenzh 朱楚甲, God of Universe, a dell game desktop in year end, as u promised. thx u, dear Father.

8/11/2011

dreamed of worms in flesh again.^got up around 4am to release bladder, then powered notebook to d/l, even later after got up found damned China surveillance broke sessions&hanged all d/l. dreamed of my son, warrenzh, Hope of China, God of Universe, owner of sites warozhu.com and wozon.net. my kid brother these years lingered in Guangdong, southern China, likely also appeared in my dawn dream. dreamed a hand itches, with a knife thrust the palm and turned the inside flesh out, found worms swarmed in the flesh&eating. Its not first time I dreamed of worms biting living flesh under skin, and quite disgusting scene but healing by exposing and eliminating the sick part of body. Its a golden sunny morning now, and also today lunar Winter beginning day, or 立冬. God, bring my new family with my girls in the celebrating year end, when joy seeking hearts clogging social meeting places everywhere, including the cyberspace on Internet.

From snow&winter 2011 among the growing global warming
From snow&winter 2011 among the growing global warming
From snow&winter 2011, among growing global warming
From snow&winter 2011 among growing global warming
warrenzh 朱楚甲 at home
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